September 15, 2015. I attended the coastal clean up in the office. As I was about to go home, my phone rang. It was a familiar number. Its from the hospital clinic. So I asked her if my results are in, she said yes and I immediately went to the hospital to get what ive been waiting for.
She greeted me with smile. Then she handled me the enveloped and I opened it. Yes, I was confirmed. Reactive.
Actually, a part of me was hoping for a miracle. But it never happened. I was left with just one way to go. To seek for treatment at my chosen hub. After I left the clinic I texted my brother and sister saying that I was confirmed already but im ok. I said I already expected it and was already prepared for the worst. They asked me my plan, I said ill go to RITM to start my treatment right away. My sister said that she will be with me, all the way. I immediately went to Carmel again to pray. The agony of waiting has ended...and I was left again with just hope, that God will bless me more.
After that, I prepared for my treatment. I fixed my work schedule. I don't know how its gonna be, the dilemma and the stigma is still there with me. I have so many questions. But what I am determined is, I need to do it. I texted Kuya Tom. I said im already confirmed, then he asked me on when is my plan to visit RITM in Alabang. He said he will assign someone to assist me there. It was a nice gesture of support again.
The road is becoming clearer, though my destination seems so gloomy and dark.
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